Stop trying to make me into something Im not
Stop trying to make me soemthing Im not.
You keep on telling me to change,
as if Im not good enough....
Im trying to tell you...
but I cant cos I dont want hurt you...
cant you see.....
by pushing me...you force me to
be hallow....
a girl with no soul...
I can't look directly...
cos all I know is that ...
I'll see anger in your eyes...
and I dont want you too....
but your cold hand grabs onto my face...
forcing me to face you....
you look at me more angerd....
I just stare.... no expression...
you say "What the hell is wrong with you?"
I dont respond.
"Cant you see were trying to make you a better person?"
you say again...
I cant be like you...
Like mom...dad....brother or sister...
Im not like you...
I say in my head....
as the tears welled up....
they came running down my cheek...
a blank expression...
you yelling at me....
what am I suppose to do now?
-x-
by ladyydianna
